JUST WHAT'S KILLING ME

I intend to do me some forgetting
It's gonna take some time, don't contact me
I don't intend on doing much regretting
I just need to drink away the agony

I've been spending all my waking hours
Walking through a happy memory
I don't remember grey skies raining showers
And I'm pretty sure that's just what's killing me

I can't say I'm not gonna miss you
I fell for you almost instantly
I can't take this feeling, it's too blue
Right now this is an emergency
And I'm pretty sure that's just what's killing me

I can't go, I'm staring at your picture
It only serves to make me miss you more
If this old heart tries beating any quicker
I don't believe I'll make it through the door

There's so many things I have to tell you
Little things on which we could agree
Like who we are and how we're gonna get through
And I'm pretty sure that's just what's killing me

I can't say I'm not gonna miss you
I fell for you almost instantly
I can't take this feeling, it's too blue
Right now this is an emergency
And I'm pretty sure that's just what's killing me

I intend to do me some forgetting
It's gonna take some time, don't contact me
I don't intend on doing much regretting
I just need to drink away the agony

I've been spending all my waking hours
Walking through a happy memory
I don't remember grey skies raining showers
And I'm pretty sure that's just what's killing me

I can't say I'm not gonna miss you
I fell for you almost instantly
I can't take this feeling, it's too blue
Right now this is an emergency
And I'm pretty sure that's just what's killing me